So sorry to hear that. A 3+ year run with a CBB is outstanding.
We keep our tanks because we love them and care for the animals we keep. It makes us a little different than the average Joe. Special if you will.
Plus it sure looks good in the house doesn't it? It's a way of expressing your artistic eye for beauty in a way that not all people can and it shows when people come into your home and see your "living art".